Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Glow and other gay shit

I had previously applied to be a GLSEN ambassador and I received an email today that asked for some more info. If I'm chosen to participate I'll know starting June 1st. I hope that I get accepted. I'm nervous about it/ I bet that if  i had been more of an active GSA President i might have gotten more done this year and my vice presidents might have been with me for Day of Silence, what a disaster that turned out to be. It made me pissed off at one of my vice presidents but all is well now. Last week I had been invited to give a speech at a brunch for Harvey Milk and I bailed on it. I feel like I failed Ms. Gomez by doing that. I hated that I had to write a 4 minute speech but it's not like it was such a big deal I'm just a wiener. Well this Wednesday will be the last day that I'll be President of G.L.O.W. we're having elections this next meeting. It makes me want to cry, I'm afraid that I might not graduate but I need to keep strong and just do my fucking work and get it over with. It's only one class and I know I can do it. I told my friends about it this morning and they got mad at me, imagine if my family knew. I feel so bad because of it but I talked to July about it one night and he helped me feel better. I just want to walk...

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