Summit

First off, I felt nervous as hell. I was shaking when I was eating the breakfast, a muffin and a piece of fruit. We were totally outcasts. The other GSA, they seemed like privileged kids.

The first "workshop" was the Cathedral City, La Quinta, Indio, and Coachella Valley High School GSA presidents talking about how to have a kick-ass GSA. I asked a question. Answered my question with a hypothesis, not an answer. I was honestly annoyed with La Quinta's GSA President, his voice was annoying.

After this we saw a great video, one of the best things at the Rainbow Youth Summit in my opinion.

The 2nd workshop I attended was better and actually seemed like a workshop. We learned about Safe Schools who I hope will train the teachers at Desert Mirage.

I'm not gonna explain everything else that went on but the one thing that I believe was missing was, team building. I did not get to know anyone new or talked to someone new for longer than 5 minutes. I felt like I was in a sea of strangers and was not comfortable without being around my GSA, Glow.

To top it off, the Anti-Prom is the night of The Hue. We asked to change the date but the girl in charge did not want to change the fucking date. For god's sake we have been planning The Hue for months and how long have You been planning this event? We have a locations and we have done this before. Have you?

After that I just felt like crying, we have been working so hard and for you to just not wanna change the date? Fuck this, I hope you fail and that The Hue gets more coverage and people than your prom. Just to add to my misery the guy I've been crushing on dances with the guy who I was the most annoyed with on this day.

Just my luck. I give up on relations and I hate boys right now. I just want to cry so badly, and cut.